The past week I have been extremely busy but in most ways I feel like my life is slowing down just a bit. I am finally settling back into being single and dealing mostly with the things in my own life. I am focusing on improving my alone time with God and I am trusting him with more and more every day. It is funny how you seem to have it all figured out and in an instant it all changes. It is times like these that we feel we have no sense of what is wrong or right but when we step back from the situation, we see how it all fits into the puzzle and we realize where to go from there. If we constantly try to improve without making changes, then we will always be stuck in the same spot. We cannot expect things to get better if we sit in the same spot and let things take their course. When you have God, you know that you will feel good today, tomorrow, and forever. It is the best feeling in the world knowing that somebody loves you consistently no matter what happens. I know we have all had those times when we think the world of somebody and yet we hardly know them. Well, a lot of times we are stagnant in Christ and the change comes when we begin to think the world of Christ and begin to pursue him more fervently. Getting caught up in the world turns peace into chaos and you know that the chaos will make you feel like you are not good enough for others. When you cannot get him out of your head, then you will know that you are headed in the right direction. You will not have to worry about him shunning you or making an excuse for not being able to show you how he feels. There is no disappointment in this department when it comes to God. Just lay it all on the line and he will be there for you no matter what.
A great example of all of this is Paul's conversion, he went from persecuting those he opposed but he later found that what they were speaking was the truth. In Ephesians 2:10 we see, "For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." No matter what you are doing in life, there is a purpose and sometimes it just takes time to develop. Life is short but there is plenty of time for things to happen, I know it seems like you must have all the answers in front of you but if you are patient, then you will see that it works out in the end. It is not always easy to make it through the rough times but when you do, you will enjoy the great times down the road because overcoming the tough times brings sweet victory and confidence not just in ourselves but in Christ. Do not let anyone or anything hold you back from what you want most in life. Respect the rules and those who are in authority or control of the situation, but do whatever you can to attain what it is you want most. God's plan is the greatest ever and it trumps our wildest imagination's.
I hope you all are doing well, I know it has been a while but it is another post and something to chew on for a bit ( :P).
God Bless,
Joseph Robinson